Monday, May 31, 2010

Dreadful Week!

Today was Physics paper 2 and Bio paper 3. I gotta admit both papers was sucks. I'm gonna be very honest. I got the Physics paper and the answer scheme before exam(Dun ask me fm where i got it). But I didn't really depended on it. Yesterday, I glanced through it and literally memorized the answers. When came to school saw a few people was lookin on it. Then, I decided not to do anything in school. So i waited for the paper. To my greatest disappointment the paper was exactly the same as what i've got. I did question 1 which was about the stopwatch. And did a little bit of here and there. Once i reached Section B, I felt really bad bout it and felt guilty...Like I've have done something really wrong. So i did the first question. Did a), b) and continued. After a while, I lost my interest in doing the paper and I slept. I slept for about 20 minutes and Pn. Khairina woke me up. She asked me whether I have finish it or not. I said no. And she said y? I didn't really knew what I answered her and I continued sleeping. I woke up after 20 minutes again and Pn. Khairina urged me to do a little bit. I didn't and continued sleeping. I woke up after 10 minutes again and think whether I should do it or not and i didn't. At last, i slept till the paper ended. This was a terrible paper indeed! I've never come across with this type of condition. I felt Bad!

Soon, tyme for Bio. This time I put in a little effort since I didn't have any specific 'tips'. So i did all of it except for the experiment designation. I juz did the MV and RV. And just did a little bit here and there....

Once I reached home, felt a little bad and logged on facebook. Pn. Khairina came online and I told why I didn't do the paper well. She advised me and it calmed me down. I juz want to thank Pn. Khairina for seriously helping me and urging me to do. I'm not gonna make promises here. But teacher i assure you that I will do well in the upcoming days. Not necessarily exam. I hate it when anyone evaluate one with his/her examination achievement. I'm not gonna blame the soalan bocor for my condition but I'm gonna blame myself for accepting it. It totally made my life miserable. Also thanks to my wonderful friends who had advised me. Mistakes are meant to be learn. Thanks again Pn. Khairina and friends. Teacher, you are such a kind person. I will smile tomorrow....

Doodling....(did during Bio exam)
Experiment Designation....

Saturday, May 29, 2010

New Faces

Today my sis asked me to follow her to her School Reunion Party at Taman Merdeka at the JB Katering Restaurant. At first, I didn't want to go because i wouldn't noe anyone. However I went. Reached there are 7.45p.m. We were the first one. My sis was pretty excited as she was gonna meet her friends after 10 long years. She was nervous too at the same time. We waited for a while. Sis was a little impatient. After a while, her friends started filling the party. Their reaction was amazing. Some hugged each other. Some talk talk and talk. Some kept laughing and being cheerful. Some were quiet.

The first thing i did was eat. The dining was buffet. There were an ample of food. I ate nearly all of them and the RM 18 was a worth price to pay. I literally ate a lot! And then I became boring with the surrounding as I duno anyone there. Some remembered me, they said that they came my hse before, when i was young. Obviously I dun remember them.

Thank god Bell was texting me, she eases my boredom. Soon, i walked around. Met the guard, he warned me not to loiter around because it was prohibited. He started talking bout buangan bayi and some horror stories. Haish.....

Decided to ignore him. Juz walked around. After a moment, met someone. He is from EC. He was quite friendly as well. His name was Afiq. Honestly he looked like our Afiq and spoke like him. Haha!....So i dared him to go to the dark place. It was very dark and the place was big. So we went together. We spoke bout badminton and rugby. He loves sports, so it match our frequencies. We kept talking and talking till we reached a place where it was heading towards the jungle. He asked me whether should we continue. I reluctantly said yes. We walked. But halfway, i thought to myself, this was not the tyme. Some sort of uneasiness felling came creeping into myself. So we reversed. On the way back, according to Afiq he saw 'something'. I managed to convinced him that it was juz an illusion coz we were talking bout it. Hope it was an illusion....

Once were out of there, we felt nice. We had a good experience. He said that he learn something new. He learned how to control his fear. Same goes to me. Learned how to relax.....It feels nice meeting new people

Back to the reunion party, we started to know each other. Also took pic with one of sis's friend. I was extremely shy....

Overall it was great! Had a good fun. Moral of the story is always try new thing and have faith in what you are doing. Believe in yourself and be friendly to everyone. Meeting new people is one of the coolest things in life. Let you design your own future...signin off--->Sunil

She was very friendy and cool!
They were such an amazing people. Even though i didn't noe them, 
i had fun being with them....

Friday, May 28, 2010

The Return

It's been a long time since I last blogged. You know life have been pretty hectic. I'm not gonna lie about the SPM. It really pressurizing all of us in school. Exam is still going on, but this exam is totally sucks as ALL of the papers have been leaked! In a way it's helpful for us. Even if we have those tips, we still needs to study terribly. All in all, I enjoyed this exam. I've already started enjoying this week. I'm gonna start back from the first step. I'm gonna polish everything. I'm not gonna wait for the exam to finish.

On the other day, I asked my brother, whenever exam is goin on, we usually have a million of plans for the after-exam. But have u achieved it before? He pondered for a second and said no! You see. To do something we must not wait for something else. Juz do it! Now, today! That's what I'm gonna do.

I miss the nature, the roads, the sky, the environment, the world. So i'm gonna continue to venture the world. I'm gonna do everything what i like. I'm gonna be present and do all the thing i want to do now! This is the time when friends play an important role. They are the one who is gonna make these thing fun.

Well, this is juz the come-back start up. Will be back soon......

My Plants....